It will be a lovely March

[forever_wandering]

My friends have been bugging me quite a bit about getting back in to the dating game. Seeing as I haven't been single since junior high, they're worried I might be in some kind of a funk. I don't know if I'd call it a funk, but I will say that I'm not interested in dating right now. There is someone that I'm interested in at the moment, but the chances of us dating are rather slim since I don't even know if I'll ever see him again so my friends suggest I simply move on, but honestly, even if I don't date the guy I like, I'm perfectly happy being good friends and continuing the relationship we have now. Instead of forcing myself to find someone else, I want to focus on the relationship this person and I have now. I don't believe I need to have the 'girlfriend' title with him in order to be happy. Whether he calls me girlfriend or not, we still have a blast together. 

Anyway, who knows, maybe with time, it'll even grow in to something more. 






IN OTHER NEWS:

My friend will arrive on Saturday! We have plans to hang out with another girl who studied with us in high school that happens to live in my area! I'm really looking forward to this since these days, I've been feeling a little worn out from being all adult-like. I need to step back and have some fun, and what better way to do that than by remembering my HS years? Though those years were my least healthiest....
Next week will be extremely busy for me, but will be full of fun times and pictures! 

It also means I need to start dressing like a real person again. Whenever I'm at home and I'm not going out, it's like I live in Pajamas. I wake up, go about my day, work out, shower, then change in to another pair of PJ's XD. Do I remember what it's like to wear clothes without elastic bands or tightening strings?!?!  And make up! Woot! Time to whip out the Ageha magazines! =D 

Comments

[cocojewels.livejournal.com]

Stop wondering stupidly on goes on, live the life without asking questions. You're so lucky.
I spoke to him the last few weeks ago. He doesn't live in the country and he didn't answer my last phone call. Still, as my feelings are true, I wanna be with him, see him again and just...talk. But we can't get in touch. I gotta wait to come back there.

You are lucky to have such a relationship I would give a lot to get such attention from the guy I like. Just enjoy without wondering because this is exactly when you're always thinking about how to act with him or what he is actually thinking about you that you miss all the good. See the good, please enjoy and be happy. So than, you'll live the true life, without any regrets :D

[kurikuribebi]

Yeah, that's why I wrote that I was perfectly fine being friends with him as long as we can have fun together =) If I worry too much about getting the title, I might push him away and we won't be able socialize.

Right now, I'm in the US until August, but my apartment is in Osaka. He lives in Tokyo. So, it's long distance for us too, though it might not exactly be out of the country for so long.

I don't plan on acting unusually around him. I will continue on as normal, so that he will continue to tell me I'm cute. Lol. But sometimes I wonder. It doesn't affect my behavior, but I do wonder.

[cocojewels.livejournal.com]

I am very happy for you ♥
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MARCH WILL BE BEAUTIFUL, YOU ARE TRUE.