KURICHA（栗茶）

Yesterday was my mom's birthday. Happy Birthday mom!
I ended up eating soooooo much last night that I had promised myself I'd get up early and hit the treadmill but....when I woke up it was freezing and I couldn't drag myself out of bed (I'm still very much cold intolerant despite my stay in Alaska) and when I finally did manage to get up, there was already someone on the machine. 

I'll have to work out tonight.... 
Usually, I like to do about two hours of exercising, so working out at night is kinda...meh...but whatever. 

It's already almost the second week of January. Didn't we just celebrate New Years YESTERDAY?! 
My friends will start arriving next month and I'm worried I won't be able to get in to better shape on time....

I'm trying to figure out how even though I'm not in school or working now, I still have so much to do...
What...is...this...
How am I supposed to get everything done before my friends arrive?! 

And Speaking of Friends arriving.... 

Have you ever liked someone you knew you shouldn't? What did you do? 
That's the issue I'm dealing with at the moment. I can honestly say it's an infatuation. The problem is that I acknowledge he's dangerous for me and I know need to keep away. How? It's not his fault so I don't want to drop him cold but...

This is something I need to figure out before he comes to visit. I'm not interested in dating him. I don't want to date anyone now.
But for some reason this guy.... When we socialize it's perfect but when we're apart he irritates the hell out of me. 

What to do....

UGH!!

PS::: I updated my livejournal layout as well as profile layout. Does anyone mind taking a look and letting me know if it shows up okay?? thx!!