You're in Love? Really?

[forever_wandering]

Today we confirmed the length of next week's vacation and sometime this week we'll discuss what we'll actually try to accomplish. There's only so much you can do in five days, after all. Ah, I still can't believe this is happening! But that's alright because today he told me he couldn't entirely believe it was happening either. I'm not sure how to explain how I feel. I'm not bubbly and bouncing with excitement, but I feel.....warm somehow. 

And it's unusual. With Take, I was extremely happy. I loved him a lot, but I can't recall ever having a moment where I'm sipping my cup of tea, think about seeing him again and just....smile. Could it be because we were always together? No idea. 

Pretty soon, I should start looking for my passport! 

I went to get a my hair and bangs cut but it didn't exactly come out as I had imagined. It's my own fault for not taking in to account the fact that since I've lost weight, the same style I had before might not suit me anymore. My new cut really over-powers my face, so I'm going to spend the next few days looking through magazines and toying around with different products until I can figure out what to do to make this work. 

  リッチマン、プアウーマン. Rich man, Poor woman.  

  

I normally hate discussing fandom, so I don't plan on going in to full detail on this show. But I wanted to say that I am completely in love with Rich man, Poor woman. The main female lead shares my idea on love: I'm just happy being near him.  She loved him from the start and it was as though he didn't even know she existed. It hurt her, but the idea of being away from him hurt more. 

A lot of girls think it's foolish to get hung up on a guy that might never love them back. The idea of not being able to have him hurts so much that they try to completely remove that guy from their lives. No matter how much I think about it, I can't understand this method of thinking, and it seems almost....selfish? I mean, you fall for someone because you enjoy being with them. They make you laugh and feel happy. They make you feel this way while you aren't in a relationship. So then when you can't have a relationship, that feeling...disappears? I don't get it. You're going to toss one of the best friendships you've had in the trash because you can't get your way? 

Now, I'm not saying a girl should forever wait for the guy they are in love with to come around. No no, that would be foolish, especially when it's really very obvious that they have no interest in you. I'm just saying that I can't grasp the idea of completely tossing out somone you feel so strongly for just because they don't share your feelings. It's like you don't need them as badly as you thought. 

Comments

[xbleedingheartx.livejournal.com]

Yay for getting excited about your trip! I can't wait to hear all about it!

[kurikuribebi]

I can't wait to go on it! The days aren't passing fast enough! But then I need a break from all this vacationing.

[ninchu.livejournal.com]

I'm so excited for you =)

[kurikuribebi]

Thanks!

[palebold.livejournal.com]

First, hooray on your trip!

Second, I totally agree with you. There are plenty of people that I've known who made me happy just being with them and just because they didn't want a relationship beyond friendship, I never wanted to throw them away. They were great and wonderful friends and I'm happy being friends, even though it they don't want a romantic relationship when I do, because whenever I hang out with them we have fun.

[kurikuribebi]

Exactly. Are women so desperate to have someone they can say only belongs to them that they'll toss out a perfectly good thing?

When you start dating someone, all you get added to your friendship is a physical aspect, which isn't what made you feel good in the first place, anyway.

[chochajin.livejournal.com]

Yay!!! ^____^

Oh, and I love LOVE LOVE Rich Man, Poor Woman!!! Gotta watch episode 9 ASAP!! I'm a bit behind schedule! ^-^;;

[kurikuribebi]

I tend to fall behind on dramas but this is one drama I never fail to miss. Every Monday, I'm waiting for it with my popcorn!

[rainsprite67.livejournal.com]

Happy for you :)

I haven't heard of the jdrama before, but now i want to watch it ^^

[kurikuribebi]

It's really good. I highly recommend it!

[rainsprite67.livejournal.com]

lol yeah, I actually watched the first 5 episodes yesterday. I quite like it :)

[kurikuribebi]

Oh goodness. Wait till you see 7,8,9. You will die!

[rainsprite67.livejournal.com]

You're making me really want to watch it now. Unfortunately, that will probably have to wait until Friday. So much homework and studying T.T

[kurikuribebi]

Darn needing an education! lol. By then, you'll have to add episode 10 on to that list as well, but you'll get through them quickly.

[rainsprite67.livejournal.com]

haha yeah :) I'm looking forward to watching it though ^^

[lelys24.livejournal.com]

They r not in love so if they r not liked in return it doesnt mean anything to them.

[kurikuribebi]

Girls need to stop this kind of behavior. It's selfish!

[kat-desu.livejournal.com]

GUUUUHHHHH~ I already saw this ep of Rich Man Poor Woman~ All of my feels!!!!!!!!!
I'm excited for your trip! :3

ahh yes~ hair cut problems... I have my fair share of those. T-T

[kurikuribebi]

No joke! Every time I sit to watch RMPW, I'm like clutching my heart going "Aaaaaaaaah! Stop all this non-sense!"

The new Episode was sooooo good too. I can't even.
I don't know. No words are coming out now. I'm sure we're going to get either bonus episodes or a Season 2 now though.

[kat-desu.livejournal.com]

OMG! I hope so! A special will do. I'm afraid they are going to drag the drama if they had another season. :((

[kurikuribebi]

Yeah, unless it's like a short season with like 3 eps? I don't know. Maybe a two hour movie would be sufficient!

[kat-desu.livejournal.com]

A movie would sound great. :)

[warriorofdream.livejournal.com]

week vacation?? are you going somewhere? again? XD

you wirte, I think with Take you were always together.. the real feeling is find in a bit of distance , not alway sbe together than you notice small things and can smile to just recollecting of his existence <33

ah I hope you will fix your hair >.< I know how it can sucks >.>

[http://users.livejournal.com/___motto/]

I think Makoto wasn't running because he didn't love her back. It felt like she didn't think she was good enough for him which drove her mad. She kept saying that Toru was too perfect. Some girls are insecure like that. But I agree with you, I know I wouldn't run and would have kept my feelings for myself until I got over it. I think Makoto was brave to flee because if you like someone so much and feel like it's not going toward the direction you want then moving on would have been the best choice. We girls sometime let our emotions stop us from breaking free and starting over.

[kurikuribebi]

She wasn't moving on though, which is the thing that killed me. She was leaving WITH those feelings. Moving on would mean trying to make special connections with other people in hopes of finding someone who could appreciate her as she wanted to be appreciated. She was just running. She was trying to shove him out.