So, maybe that's why my days feel so busy? It's not that I have more things to do compared to before. I just have less hours to do it in.
I really need to start getting up early again.
Lately, I've been going to bed completely exhausted, and by that I mean my eyes are closed and I'm knocked out before my head even hits the pillow. When I wake up though, I always feel refreshed. They say that those who work hard often live longer. I wonder if there is any truth to that.
In other news:
I feel like I'm being reborn. Recently, I started reading more books in Spanish, listening to Latin music and just the other night, we went out to a Salsa club. Never in a million years did I expect to feel this good socializing with people who come from my same background. Could it be that blending in to a culture for Take's sake forced me to forget my own, which was why I felt so miserable with my life? Who knows....
But what I do know is that lately, when I look in a mirror, I don't find myself thinking "Ah, I need to straighten my hair. Why is my skin this tan?" I find myself feeling happy with my wild hair, my tanned skin, these curves I used to hide so much...
It's time to start embracing the family and culture I was born in to.