Sep. 7th, 2012

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Today we confirmed the length of next week's vacation and sometime this week we'll discuss what we'll actually try to accomplish. There's only so much you can do in five days, after all. Ah, I still can't believe this is happening! But that's alright because today he told me he couldn't entirely believe it was happening either. I'm not sure how to explain how I feel. I'm not bubbly and bouncing with excitement, but I feel.....warm somehow. 

And it's unusual. With Take, I was extremely happy. I loved him a lot, but I can't recall ever having a moment where I'm sipping my cup of tea, think about seeing him again and Could it be because we were always together? No idea. 

Pretty soon, I should start looking for my passport! 

I went to get a my hair and bangs cut but it didn't exactly come out as I had imagined. It's my own fault for not taking in to account the fact that since I've lost weight, the same style I had before might not suit me anymore. My new cut really over-powers my face, so I'm going to spend the next few days looking through magazines and toying around with different products until I can figure out what to do to make this work. 

  リッチマン、プアウーマン. Rich man, Poor woman.  

I normally hate discussing fandom, so I don't plan on going in to full detail on this show. But I wanted to say that I am completely in love with Rich man, Poor woman. The main female lead shares my idea on love: I'm just happy being near him.  She loved him from the start and it was as though he didn't even know she existed. It hurt her, but the idea of being away from him hurt more

A lot of girls think it's foolish to get hung up on a guy that might never love them back. The idea of not being able to have him hurts so much that they try to completely remove that guy from their lives. No matter how much I think about it, I can't understand this method of thinking, and it seems almost....selfish? I mean, you fall for someone because you enjoy being with them. They make you laugh and feel happy. They make you feel this way while you aren't in a relationship. So then when you can't have a relationship, that feeling...disappears? I don't get it. You're going to toss one of the best friendships you've had in the trash because you can't get your way? 

Now, I'm not saying a girl should forever wait for the guy they are in love with to come around. No no, that would be foolish, especially when it's really very obvious that they have no interest in you. I'm just saying that I can't grasp the idea of completely tossing out somone you feel so strongly for just because they don't share your feelings. It's like you don't need them as badly as you thought. 




"An ugly duckling growing out of her feathers."

Hello. I'm Zia, and this is most obviously my journal. I write about my life between Japan and the US, and all the adventures I find myself in. People often say they are envious of the life I seem to live, but the truth is, I feel a little unsatisfied with it myself, so I've decided to do something about it--to find what really makes me happy. Hopefully by documenting my life, I can figure out where I need to be heading. This journal is my way of opening my world to those around me in hopes of meeting people searching for the same thing or encountering people who have already gone through this kind of struggle. 

Back in my high school days, I used to be a bit of a nerd. I was really in to comic books of all kinds, action figures...all that jazz.  These days, though my interest in comic books re-surfaces every so often, I'm very much more in to things like fashion, dance, music, travel, tea, baking, writing letters, photography, animals and fitness. I'm a straight shooter--meaning I do not (or rather, can not?) lie. Keeping up with lies is too much trouble. 

Anyway, there is more information about me on my profile. Feel free to take a look there or catch me on another site★


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